Substance (song)

**i've been up since 8am this past morning and went out got in about 45minutes ago and wrote... here it is... take it from me... for i cannot bare to hold it in anymore... enjoy lovies!**

This road is long

And yet I can’t get myself to belong

I spend hours hitting the pavement

I feel like its been my enslavement

Days and days I long for some kind of emotion

Its all a big sea and a nothingness or an ocean

I want to die

And drop like a fly

What more can I get at

Can’t you see I am more than a mat

I don’t want you to just see me naive and a good time

I want to be more

I want you to give me love

I need it

I crave it

And yet you have been giving me your scraps

I’m at my wits end

My love I just want substance

These wings are tattered

And my mind is scattered

I can’t seem to get it together

I’m wishing I was as light as a feather

To float away

And not be in disarray

To sport a smile

And not be beguiled

Let me run into the abyss

And let me seize to exist

I don’t want you to just see me naive and a good time

I want to be more

I want you to give me love

I need it

I crave it

And yet you have been giving me your scraps

I’m at my wits end

My love I just want substance

My love can be too much to bare

But I’m coming to you with a prayer

I want to declare

That this was more than just an affair

I don’t want you to just see me naive and a good time

I want to be more

I want you to give me love

I need it

I crave it

And yet you have been giving me your scraps

I’m at my wits end

My love I just want substance