To Feel

I sit here wishing I could feel

Wishing that something could make me feel alive again

Feel that vibe again

Life is draining slowly from me

Life is at my feet and dragging

I wish I could be like the dandelion seed

Here one day and taken away the next

If only I could feel like it feels

Feel the world around it

Feel the ground below it

Feel the clouds above it

Yet Nothing deep within 

Nothing 

There is no emotion 

No fight

Its as if I’ve finally given in

Given up

I want to hear the haunting whispers of a summers breeze

I want to feel the cool kiss from the morning’s frost

To hear the crisp sound of leaves under my feet

I want to feel the ground under me

I want to feel the light shower of rain from up above

To feel the hold of a winter’s beauty

To feel the warmth of a new heart