My Winter and Spring

How do I quiet the wounds
How do I remove the feelings that tremble at the mere thought of you
Its like the changing of seasons
One missing another running to have a glimpse of each other
Running into each others weather
Holding on just a little longer
To just to see its following season

My heart still waits for you
Waiting for the day your season runs into mine once again
Yet the seasons keep changing and there’s no you in sight

So I keep turning the pages in my book
Keep looking for you in my days

I see where you were on my tapestry
But I can’t seem to find you returning to me
I want to burn a hole where you used to be so that I could forget you
Or unravel it and add your part in later

I keep going
My hair keeps growing
And your not here to run your fingers through the new length

Am I even getting closer to you?
Am I even finding you in all this mess?
Am I already doom to relive the insignificant moments that you were in
To relive the pain of you disappearing on me

I crave for the time when I made you laugh
And when you burned into my eyes
But like the sun and the moon to meet once in years
Maybe thats how our love was supposed to be

To be and then to never be
I am your summer and fall
Will you ever be my winter and spring...