Tears

Tears

Tears of sadness

Of sorrow

Of anger

Of bitterness

And tears of pure joy

Pure happiness

Pure and utter bliss

I want to find the one thing that will make me cry

Cry of pure bliss

Cry for happiness

Cry because life has finally given me my life’s fulfillment

Yet tears of sorrow seem to drain me

Tears of anger seem to well up in me

Tears of ugliness is what I am about

I want create memories that will make me cry tears of contentment

Tears of knowing that my life will be ok

But I’m hurting

I’m not finding solace

I’m not finding the stop button on all this anguish in my life

Where do I go to find it

I keep over turning the rocks

At least they seem happy with what life has given them

But I feel like a rock that is trying to fly