Drowning

What has our relationship become

What has this union transformed into

It doesn’t make me happy anymore

It doesn't make me smile

Instead I wipe the tears from my face

Instead I am running to cover it before you see my pain

I don’t let you see the hurt you’ve placed in me

I want to tell you

But I’m so scared

Scared of you leaving

But if I keep hiding these emotions you will

And I will be standing right where I don’t want to be

Drowning

I am drowning

Your love is so overwhelming

Its so grand

It keeps me holding on

Yet I’m afraid if I release you I wont have anything left

Yet you keep creating those waves

The water keeps pushing me down

It keeps covering me

Should I drift off

Should I float way

Should I just forget all the happy memories

The many times you loved me

The many times we were one

Oh my darling

It hurts to even call you that

I know this wont work

But I want to pretend just a bit longer

Until you are the one that needs to hold on

Until you are the one feeling like you will drown without me...