No More

**i was trying to post something a day and if i missed a day i tried posting two a day... but i'm not sure if i want to keep posting for the rest of the month... this post hurt to write... only because of how true it is... and how i just want to leave things like that... here's a song to go with it... i will only post a link to it... ♊**

Today was the day I ripped you from me

The day I finally said no more

No more will you keep me chained to your heart

No more will you keep me holding on

No more will you keep me caged

I cut the strings to all the balloons and now they float away

As the love I had for you

As the warmth I felt for you

As the the way I felt you

How many times did I want it to be more

How many times did I ask for more

How many times did my tears fall for you

It should feel freeing

It should feel like a new day

It should feel new

Then why does it feel like I’m still bound

Still trying to find my way out

Still trying to find my happiness

There were days when it was nice to feel bound

When I felt happy to be in a cage

When I was joyed to be chained

Now I’m scared to stand alone

Scared to walk with no one by my side

No one to keep me warm

I’m scared to let you go

Scared that by being with you I left the best part of me

I left the most important part with you

How could you be any good

How could you still hold the good parts of me

When every part of you never connected the way it should with me

I gave you so much

And in return I wish I had found happiness

I have left you and now what

Now where do I go

I just want to run back

I miss being bound

But it can’t be apart of me

It doesn’t and never made me happy

I gave you the best parts of me

And now I must make new parts for a better me

Goodbye

This is the last time I will say anything more to you

Anything more about you

Anything more about this false love