Every Piece of You

**written for my little one, my twin... i needed to write this for her so she could see what was able to get from what she told me...  this one hurt me to write for her... it might hurt her to read it again... enjoy please...**

How many times have I asked you

How many times did I say just be mine

You break my heart with the lack of confidence you have

With the lack of trust you have

I am willing to give you all of me

I am willing to love you for the rest of my life

I want you to be mine forever

Do you not want to be mine

Do you not want to receive all this love

Why must you think that I cant take the love you have

Are you afraid to hurt me

Are you afraid that I wont accept it

How many times have I cried because you decided I wasn’t good enough for it

How many times did I cry because you believed that someone else could have it

How many times are you gonna keep thinking she doesn’t need to know

Until I’ve had enough

Until I can’t take it anymore

Until I finally break ties with you

Until I find you with someone else

How irrevocable do you want our love to be

How much do you want to twist the love we have for each other

You hurt me with the lack of confidence you have in us

With the lack of honesty you think there is between us

I break constantly

I fall to pieces because you don’t want to tell me all of your heart

That you rather tell someone else

That you rather release to someone less

Are you waiting on the day when I say enough is enough

When I release you from this burden

What about the burden afterwards

The burden of missing me

Of wanting me back in your life

Have you thought of that one

Have you thought of the day you wont have me anymore

Of the day I wont return the feeling your heart has for me

That day my world will finally shatter

To no longer be hurt by your words

By your emotions

By the look of sadness in your eyes

How many times must I tell you that I need you

That I want you just to give me that tiny thing I ask of you

What is it that I ask of you

If you call me more than a friend

And if you say I am more than a lover

Then give me that

Give me that tiniest piece of your heart you keep holding back

Because if I can’t have that

If I can’t have that thing you call precious and not believe I can take good care of it

Then I can’t have you

I can’t pretend I’m okay with just having a small piece of you

I just want you all

If not I will lose you

And you will lose me